Again my heart is with you....I have had horses all my life..and I know what a hole they leave when we lose one. They are my sanity and a true gift in my life. No matter what they are always there for me. I keep my boys out on our farm that we own. We rent the farm house out to a young gal and her 2 little kids. The oldest one 6 a girl likes to tag along with me while I am feeding them. It is a habit of mine to hang out with the horses for a bit after I feed them and Kendra and I were leaning up against the barn just listening to them munch and crunch....a few moments had passed and Kendra said "oh I just love that sound" I said so do I...that is why I like to hang out with them while they eat", a few more minutes passed and she said...."oh it just makes me feel all coco puffy inside" That just made my day...I had always tried to come up with a word that described that for me and she just nailed it on the head for me. Out of the mouth of babes

I hope your happy memories help you through this difficult time. *hugs*